athena kildegaard


Lot's Prayer

 

                                                                            Lord, Moab and Ben-Ammi

                                                                            come in from the fields

                                                                            and sit beside the fire

                                                                            like two hungry lions

                                                                            and in their eyes is a lust

                                                                            I once knew only in dreams

 

                                                                            when I was also a lion,

                                                                            and a woman with skin

                                                                            as white and grainy as salt

                                                                            lay beneath me silent.

                                                                            My spine curved above

                                                                            and into her and I took her

                                                                            up in my arms and legs

                                                                            and bound her to me

                                                                            so that nothing would come between us,

                                                                            not even fear or angels

                                                                            or the voice of you, Lord—

 

                                                                            then I saw that she was salt

                                                                            and I licked her

                                                                            until I felt a thirst as deep as anguish.

                                                                            Not a night goes by

                                                                            that I do not wonder

                                                                            at these boys and how they could be mine,

                                                                            how out of salt they roar like lions.

 



Puerto Vallarta, Bahía de Banderas

 

                                                            The fluke cuts through the membrane of the sea.

                                                            When I look at machines they break

                                                            a blonde woman says from a lounge chair.

 

                                                            The young Germans loiter in the sun.

                                                            One has removed her bikini top.

                                                            Nothing but a thong, might as well be nothing.

 

                                                            The t-shirt vendor comes, all that cotton on his arm.

                                                            She scoops up from the sand, a bitch

                                                            on all fours, hot from the sun,

 

                                                            and the boy with chiclets comes up behind

                                                            her bared rump. Perhaps she has forgotten

                                                            where she is. The t-shirt she chooses

 

                                                            goes into her backpack, she back into the sand.

                                                            I'm not kidding, the woman says,

                                                           I gave up grinding my own coffee.

 


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